Am I really ready?

It's been years I've been avoiding this things, to engage myself in this kind of situation. Before I always find reasons and excuses to myself just to pass up.

I already said, that I'm ready and open for all the possibilities. But now it's here again for the nth times, and still I'm unsure if I will go for it or not...

Am I really ready?... My mind telling me to go, but my heart is doing two step backward. I know, that in life I have to take risk, but, Am I really ready to take and to deal to whatever is the consequences of risking may brought to my life?

I know my heart have lots of fear... but the least that I can do is to have courage in my mind and cross my fingers that I could come up with the best decision.