Pressure :-(

I really feel it now, it`s getting into my nerves. Almost a week doing it, but it seems to less for good. Studying something new only by myself is a big challenge to me. Doing it start from scratch. Only a book manual and online i could run for help. But not assured to have the answers i needed. Things too broad to strat to established. I really don`t know if what am doing now is correct. What would be the basic of thes basics i really needed.

Yes the pretty me is pressured now. Sorry, but there is a moment that i have to stop because i could feel my mind is not working anymore, it can`t digest all, inputs just pass by. But I konw this one is just a little part of my profession. A challenge that i have to passed.

I know there are people around me doing something to extend help to me, with that i can feel a little confort and relief for what am feeling right now.