Crazy me : Missing Him

It just been days, haven`t talk to him... And I miss him this much...

If this is one of my abnormalities, I don`t know. But I decided to

make little distance from him. Though, he is miles away from me, I refrain myself to talked to him, I restrict myself to be online when I know he is there.

I know this is strange, but, even myself couldn`t understand

and explain how I feel, I miss him but I want to keep distant.

If this is have something to do with may past, and thinking

not to be hurt again. Again, I don`t know. But not a single day

I never think of him, from the morning when I wake up until

I sleep.

I miss our usual chat conversation, even most of the time

we argue on some things. I miss his jokes which I usually

say it was corny but I laugh. The most is I miss the " I love you

and the I love you too "

Just to fill in with him, I get back on his text messages

on my phone, read my inbox on my YM, sneak time to

activate my FB again to saw his photos and read the

our chat archives. Missing him, put me in tears... I know..

what you are thinking... yes, maybe! this is the crazy me.